A SAD STORY
(Adaptation from the internet)
Adapted and Edited by:
ICY REDILLAS (PVA Member)
It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing
outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and in the end you
beat him up. After that first meeting that I beat him up, we would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.
I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet. He would just listen to what I had to say and I found him easy to talk
to. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said
to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words
of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend.
But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of and figured it was just a friend kind
of thing that I was feeling. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently.
On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night, I went to his house
and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with
him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened
to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful.
All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him. I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling.
I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and
told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone
with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was
happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad because I didn't tell him how I felt. So I just kept
it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went
home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart. Well, I got a job as
a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with
an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with
him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding
and the reception at the hotel.
I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be
the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and
me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me. Before I left
on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and
just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had
to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to
me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long
time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a
note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him,
but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore. Then he told me about the divorce and
why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore.
Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times.
But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his
problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could
get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. One day
he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy.
The days turned into months, then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New
York. The lawyer said that he died in a car accident going to the airport. It broke my heart. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night,
cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him? I gathered my things and
went to New York for the reading of his will.
Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. The wife explained to me how he was and how he always provided.
But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding.
When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a dairy that of his life. I cried as it was
given to me... As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what
was written. The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying
that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That
is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to
It told of when he went to New York and fell in love
with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our
wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read
the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day
he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.
If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.