I Know Just How You Feel!

By:

KAREN JANE M. BRETA (PVA Member)

There was a time that I felt something is missing,

Until you came and twisted my life;

But you keep ignoring me and it means a lot;

I’ll just get rid of you, besides I don’t need you!

I know it’s not that easy, being real;

As simple pretender;

Ignoring the truth and acting busy

But in reality I’m lonely.

Saying ‘I’m ok’ but it was just the opposite

Of what my eyes are telling;

Is it time for me to look for someone

Who’s worth all the pain?

I’ve tried to change the way I am,

But it just turned miserable,

They were so disappointed

And left me behind; all alone;

I hate it and I even hate myself!

Is there anyone really there for me? I

 don’t know what to do!

I know loving someone secretly is too hard to do;

I try to be strong,

But the pain keeps holdin’ on

And all that I can do is cry.

They keep on saying that you’re here with me.

But the where are you? Is it all a lie?

I’m so tired waiting for you to be appreciated.

Trying to accept and understand

And everything, even if I can’t;

And at this moment my heart starts to break into pieces.

Should I still insist to myself to wait for you?

Alright, I’m done with it!

Before, I’m just a bit coward, even get mad at you.

But now, I’m on my way, I will stand tall;