TOO MANY QUESTIONS
Diah Mae A. Abida (PVA Member)
are too many questions aching in my life,
that can be answered if we try and follow our heart,
things happened, knowing that we both love each other?
love we both feel is just a love that could not forever exist.
our past, I know I feel something for you,
feelings was kept as a secret, because I believe you
Don’t feel the same way too.
things need to happen?
just I am numb for not being sensitive about you feeling?
just you are foolish, for making me feel that I’m just a simple friend?
everyday is a wonderful day spent with you and our friends.
me laugh and smile is a great thing for me,
step I take brings me closer to you.
is day we exclusively talk to each other?
Yes nothing, because we just wasted the feeling that should be happened.
are unfolding the feelings you have for me,
the things we suppose to be.
that I heard your statements,
for the word, I don’t want to feel this but I hate you!
want to feel this way but….
are we going to start?
was already set in my life,
happy with the lad who makes strong and important.
now, when and where this event would fed up?
that we have both faults,
both tell each other how we feel,
who am I to start?!?!
I to start to tell everything what I feel?
as I remember you said that,
girl will be forever be my friend only”.
should do now?
we both know why these past situations happened to us?
questions that we should both answer,
no one will stay hurt, even your lass and my man.
are going to fix this one?
the destiny allow these secrets revealed?
we going to start from the scratch?
are you when these things should be happened?
I and you are to completely hate each other?
we going to do after this dilemma that both test us?
so cruel to us, doesn’t let us meet on the right time,
there is still something that we both feel,
is not easy because there is a boy who gave me
to face everything,
why I’m strong saying this to you…
just sip this and let destiny decide.
thank you for letting me know the truth and ….
but I can’t leave the person who doesn’t show fear to
love for me.
time around… we both need to say GOODBYE”